I can't explain it... but somehow I have bruised the bottom of my left foot. It's really weird. And it hurts! It hurts when I put weight on it, if I stand up and walk after sitting at my desk, and especially when I wake up in the morning.
What's really strange??!! I have no idea what I have done! All I can figure is that I wore my toms, and my foot is now in protest.
Being a big girl, my feet hurt badly for days after wearing certain shoes. Sometimes converse will cause pain, sometimes they don't. Sometimes toms do it, and sometimes not. So, I have been wearing my adidas with memory foam to help for a while.
Last night, I kept waking myself up... I was dreaming I was sparring with a teammate, but my brain was slowing down the action so I could see what I was doing wrong and correcting the motion. It was very weird, and very matrixy... The craziest part?? Tuesday, I spared with this person and kind of freaked out... My brain went into panic mode - rather than relaxing and being patient. She is left handed, so our grips mirror each other - I panicked. I stopped breathing - I panicked. I just didn't handle the pressure well at all. That's not good considering I want to compete.
So, my brain slowed down the motions and let me take some notes. It's weird how the brain works. I know it was all a dream, but I kept waking up working on my technique.
Today, football starts! I am so excited, I almost don't recognize me... Another weird thing.
And one final weird thing: I started out the week weighing in at 274 (For those of you following along, yes... that is a huge gain and almost back to where I started) but this morning, I weighed in at 268... Yes, that is a loss of 6 pounds. Yes, I find that weird... but its a loss and I am happy.
Have a weird day, cause I am having a weird week :)
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